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another day was horrible. first i forgot my shit out in the trunk of my car and had to go back out there to get my stuff then im late to class. after that the next few classes are a blurr then during 4th period going back to class with my "big brother"and then as we were walking he got into a fight w/some guy and i got hit and pushed out of the way into a set of lockers so i wouldn't get hurt and i did i hit the corrner of the lockers and hurt my back. then after all of that i went and got my nails done and the guy fucked up my nails and had to pull them off and that hurt like hell and then he messed them up again the one time i go and get my nails done they give me the new guy so after being pissed off i told them give me someone who knows what the hell they're doing. so my day was pretty damn bad. and still after all that when i get home to print outa 5 page paper that's due tomorow, it didn't save at all so i had to re-write the damn thing and the fucking printer was out of ink.so had a bad day

ok i know all of you have had at least one day where you don't get as much sleep as you'd like.



well i had one of them nights, the reason for it wasn't bad at all it was actually pretty awesome. and im glad it happened.



but it's just once im up my happy ass is up for like and hour or two afterwards, and when you're drinking( on my half) and staying up can onlt lead to waking up pissed off and not wanting to be fucked with. i live w/ my fam and my sis's fam lives w/ us too so i have like a 2 yearold nephew and a 8 and 4 year old niece chasing my brothers making so much damn noise.

so yeah not having a good day maybe later my night will get better

why is it that in every family with multiple kids have one that they compare the others to? for me it's my younger brother. he excells where i fail and im constantly being put down about it and it sucks beacuse my parents make me feel like im lower than my brother in every aspect . they don't come out and say it they make it very subtle that im a failure and im nt i just need help with a few things and maybe if they'd quit putting me down i could do better